AJ's here!

So I subject him to watching me blog slash facebook? I'm a great friend I know. but it's okay because I introduced him to the Garden State soundtrack today which makes up for every possible transgression in the whole entire universe. Except for possibly incest? And beastiality?

Fearless

So I started dissecting my cat today in physiology? Her name is HRH Princessa Consuela Rodriguez-Aguilar. She may be my new best friend. I am procrastinating to a ridiculous amount right now. Like, pathetic amounts. I don't want to write a goddamn essay on Edgar Allen Poe and his Tell Tale Heart!! Who does?!! Plus nobody is talking to me on Facebook or text so I feel like epic failure. On the bright side, I sent out a few letters today!! AND I have THE most exciting month ahead of me, which I guess makes everything a little bit brighter.

I have been listening to Taylor Swift on repeat for a good three weeks. I always feel like a complete dork when I hear a song and go "OH! That's my life!!" But I feel like this whole album really IS my life. Heh. Who knew right?

El Dorado

Last night... was bomb. I hurt all over though.. gah. Then Rachel and I came home and showered together. oh baby. THEN we ate our weight ice cream and watched American Idol. Big fun? yes. She crashed on the couch and we moved upstairs where I proceeded to receive... interesting texts from people haha. but as I drifted in and out of conciousness and received various texts I deliriously thought that Rachel was a man in my bed? sigh. Ridiculousity.
She is gone now and all I have to look forward to now is more homework and cleaning my room.

I hate boys who don't text back,
it's annoying.

Good Morning Sunshine

So I guess I slept better than I expected... when I slept that is. I ended up chatting with Allie and Alex (on seperate phone calls obviously) about all of my issues. I didn't end up falling asleep until 2. Bleh. But at least one of my problems looks like it will be solved by itself so that's always nice. Tonight is our winter homecoming, I'm crossing my fingers that I have a good time. Scratch that- I'm going with Rachel. This shit is about to be bomb.

In the Moon Mist

bleh.
So I realized today that I am alot more scared of the future than I ever thought I would be. I was always the one who was unafraid you know? That could envision myself exactly where I wanted to be. But I haven't been as diligent and attentive as I need to be. With anything. Devoting my time to stupid things that only end up hurting me in the long run. It makes me wonder if this whole thing is worth it?